Finally back to normal.. I've been sick since last Wednesday and i had to stay home to rest. Well, every morning i woke up and dressed, and my honey asked me to stay home because he could feel i wasn't feeling well. I hate medicine, but i took a lot during last week and now i am not gonna take it anymore. Thank god my honey took care of me, otherwise..umm...
My parents finally came last Friday. What to say? Obviously i know they're my parents, but i see them once every year. I don't have much feelings on it. I just know they're getting old and have a lot of white hair. That's all. I feel so bad because i am not able to support them, so they don't have to work. Sigh~ I m just useless. And they told me to go back HK to visit my grandma coz she's getting old. I am so worried when they told me because they sound so serious that she's in a really bad condition. I understand she's getting old and should not be as healthy as before. Sigh... I really hate this and i m not ready for this...
God, please help~
um...i can understand yr feeling...but really nothing can help...u know, u need to make choice in yr life, and obviously u chose love instead of yr family...
ReplyDeleteif the situation is really bad, u should come back to hk to visit yr grandma, shouldnt u??
[版主回覆02/12/2008 13:36:00]yah..but there's still a lot to think about..sigh..headache!