Love

Sometimes I don't like my character, because I can fall in love very easily.  When I was still young, I always dreamt of dating.  Since my school was a co-ed, there were a lot of guys for me to pick, haha! Well, but of course i picked someone but he didn't pick me.  I think it's sweeter to just like someone inside, because you don't get a chance to know that person well, and all you dream is his good things.  The guy that i like....honestly, i can barely remember what he looks like, but i don't know him at all.  I used to share this with my friend, and when he passed by, we would just look at him and when he left, we laughed together..haha! It was such a fun experience with my friends.  I just remember he used to do sports very well.  That's all i remember.  I guess i like the sporty type rather than study type.  Usually study type is very boring..haha!

I like guys wear glasses, I don't know why.  I think it makes a guy looks more mature and i feel more secure.  Almost all my boyfriends wear glasses..(well, my honey used not to wear glasses, but eventually, his eyes turned bad and he has to wear glasses now, hehe!)  I used to like fat guy..i think it's more comfortable to hug a fat guy than a skinny guy.   But now..things change, haha!

Sometimes I think of my ex, but i don't usually keep contact with my ex.  Why? I feel weird because i don't think i can change my feeling suddenly from bf to friends.  That's why i lose all the contact with my ex and his friends.  He was a nice guy, but i guess because we were in two different countries, then.... for me, distance doesn't work because i need someone to be with me.  I am not independent enough to take care myself.  i need my honey with me, hehe!