2008 is not a good year!

2008 is not a good year for me. Why? Sigh..so many things happened.  First, i scratched my car accidentally. Second, I realize my bf has been lying to me about smoking. Third, my grandma is not feeling well..... I guess comparing to the third reason, the first and second are not important at all.  These few days i've been crying and upset because of my grandma.  I know i am far away from her and my family and i can't do much but i really feel upset.  I know eventually she'll pass but i just can't accept the fact. When my mom told me the news, i was shocked and speechless.  I didn't expect her to be in such a bad shape... I thought she was still ok, only not easy to access to everywhere.   Life is short...

My family asked me to go back and i've decided to go back this May. Nothing is more important than family.  I know i've been paying less attention on my family because of the distance, but i think it's unfair to treat them that way. 

Anyway, i am still feeling upset but hopefully i'll be fine soon.  God Bless!