Whatever..I don't care!

I think it's just my problem...I always take everything so seriously and it made me upset.  Anyway, it just happened because of his friends.  They have been corresponding through emails and i was added so i received their emails occassionally. But suddenly i received nothing and i saw my honey's mailbox with their emails so i got upset that they took me out of the email lists... then i was crying a little bit and he was watching tv.  So he thought he did something wrong but actually he didn't but i just got upset.  I guess woman shouldn't be that smart because he didn't know i noticed but i just noticed every single thing that he did and i saw.  Sigh~ I didn't want to tell him because i didn't want him to become a sandwich between me and his friends.  Honestly, I don't care what they think I am..I know i am not good at socializing with them and i am not even looking for their friendships.  If they don't like me, then..too bad..coz you friend loves me, haha!   Anyway, i just thought my friends wouldn't treat me like this! I miss all my friends in HK!!!!I can't wait to see them all~~~